svartþröstur

god i'm tired as hell
i wonder how long it'll take for me to get sick
half the people i know are sick with something
only a matter of time before it gets to me

there were so many people working tonight
it was bizarre
and yet, hilary still found tons of shit that wasn't done
it always makes me feel like a bad sup when she does
or when any of them do
i just feel like i'm doing a really crappy job
which i probly am
but it doesn't help when they keep pointing this stuff out

its been a very gray weekend
in terms of how i've felt, not necessarily the weather
though i did really like the weather today
nice and rainy, with the blue/gray sky
made me feel a little better, anyway
whatever i can get, i guess

i should probly keep this short
since i need to be up soon for geography
but i really feel like something is looming
i dunno if its good or bad
but it really feels like something's waiting off in the distance
i wish i knew what it was