8/5/10

union pass

i've had a weird day
[truthfully i've had a weird summer]
but today it seemed to hit a weird crescendo
not sure why, but i guess that's how it goes sometimes

also, unrelated,
i had a ridiculous wave of nostalgia hit me last night
truth be told, it was kinda painful
it was all triggered by a single song [as it so often is]
the song doesn't have any specific meaning to me,
it really isn't all that good, either,
but it was on a cd i used to listen to all the time
mostly during the summer after sophomore year of h/s
in retrospect, it was the best summer i've ever had
i had no responsibilities at all,
i spent almost every day playing tennis and swimming,
and almost every night playing video games
put simply, i was happy
and i had a great time that summer,
and hung out with a lot of cool people
i hadn't thought about it in a long time,
and then it just fucking hit me last night when that song came on
[there's really no point in me saying all this,
so i hope no one was looking for one]

i sold a book online today,
something that hasn't happened in almost a year
i've made dinner for my family twice this week,
something that's never happened
and i'm not particularly looking forward to summer ending,
something that's never happened
refer back to my original point

i haven't played any starcraft today
and that's kinda disappointing
that's all

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