creggan

tonight is a good night; why?
because tonight is the first thunderstorm of the season
it's been on and off for the past three hours
and i'm in fucking nirvana because of it
and as soon as i'm done writing this,
i'm gonna go walk around in it

this time of year is always difficult for me
i really couldn't say why,
but april has never really been a good month for me
shit always goes wrong in odd ways in april
i usually have things to look forward to,
[like the school year ending]
but i always have a shitty month regardless
last year i about killed myself with the amount of shit i needed to do
the year before that work piled up so fast it made my head spin
and the list goes on, and on
relationships i've had tend to end in april, badly
friendships usually hit some sort of serious problems
school gets that much more difficult
deadlines pile up, and then get missed
i wish i knew what it was about this month
there's really no reason everything goes south in april
because as soon as it becomes may, everything goes fine
just one of those things, i guess
one i could do without

correction:
i didn't wait to finish, and went outside anyway
i love thunderstorms
i love the smell of fresh rain and cool wind
and i LOVE it not being 80º
this weather has my stamp of approval

there was probly something else i was going to say
but i'll be damned if i remember what it was
so i guess it'll just have to wait
i'm sure you'll live
also, good luck tonight, lady huskies
you show them cardinal what's what
uconn: where men are men, and women are champions

addendum:
i got a fun greeting on my way back from 7/11
as i was walking back, there was a break in the rain
i walked back towards the snyder ramp, like usual,
and as i passed the flooded lawn in between snyphi and mason/abbot,
i noticed two ducks, just chillin'
and wallowing in a massive mud puddle
one of them was almost bathing itself in muddy water,
while the other was almost naggingly quacking at it
it made me laugh as i drank my delicious slurpee
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