3/28/09

engjëlli

i'm surprised today didn't turn out terribly
must've been the zombies with nick and carter
i truly think it's not possible for me to be depressed around them
they're too...real, i guess is the word
they enjoy their lives, they have fun
and we all just get along
i should probly do that more often, i feel like i'm abandoning them

speaking of abandonment
i'm giving up hope of getting any honors options done this semester
i just have too much shit to do another project
i mean, christ, i have more time than this to kill myself academically
why not wait till i'm further along
also, i'd really like to stay in the honors college
here's hoping my grades don't suck this semester

i wish i knew why i've been constantly hungry this week
my stomach's been growling even after i've eaten
perhaps my body is physiologically shutting itself down
or maybe i'm just fucked up, who knows

i would love to have this weekend off from everything
but no, 'responsibilities' i have beg otherwise
bullshit nonsense
next weekend will be appreciated
though i don't know whether i'll like it or not

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